WALKING IN MY POWER

I've had a good day. A great day actually. Full of productivity, cleaning and signs from God that I am walking in my mission. We love to see it!

But as I continued about my day, moving into the outside world; Quite naturally I become susceptible to other energies. I am well aware that I am an empath, thus I have a tendency to absorb other peoples energies. Since I am more aware of this fact, I do shield myself from it as much as possible but that isn't always successful.

Back to my day. I went out to eat for hibachi with my cousin and of course the meal was delicious. What bothered me, however, was that the chef had a very timid energy. As if she were nervous or uncertain of her abilities and it just gave me an uneasy feeling. Anxiety if you will. I personally am far removed from any fear of who I am, so I have come to realize when I notice a trait in another that I used to allow hold me back, I get flustered.

Being that I am now in a light of walking in unconditional love, I intentionally work through this frustration with empathy and placing myself in that persons shoes. This doesn't completely take away the energy but it allows me to be present and recognize what triggers me.

I left behind timidity and watering down myself for others when I realized it didn't make me happy. That no matter what I did, it would never be enough. I began to notice that I wasn't even fond of those who I felt I had to pretend for and overall I had been relinquishing my power.

I have chosen to no longer be afraid that I am too much or not enough. I mean, who is it that even determines the measurement for these descriptions? Walking in my power is not easy. It is an everyday battle with myself, if I am being honest. But I acknowledge my feeling of fear and I do it anyway. I know who I am and I know who's I am. More than anything I know what I am capable of.

I found that by reducing myself to fit someone else's image, I relieved myself of the duties I had been sent to Earth to accomplish. I am unable to provide peace and joy to anyone else if I am not being my authentic self. Not to mention, why would I not be interested in knowing who I actually am. Being myself and believing in myself has created so much space for growth, love and pure understanding of my mission, which I am excited to complete!

When I notice the shift in my energy and that I am being triggered, I instantly replay the scene. Searching for where I saw the change and what I can do to steer clear of it next time.

It is important to allow yourself to react as it shows you where growth is necessary, but be sure to remain aware of how you react. Never step out of character, acknowledge what you need to work on and continue to walk in your power.

Remember:

Attitude is the key to life.